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I am tired of this

So in my typical manner I start out strong and happy. This race is becoming more lengthy then my emotional happiness can maintain. I'm tired of being poked. I used to watch when someone took blood or anything like that. I wanted to see what was going on. Found it fascinating. Today I found myself looking away. I am getting a Maga scan today. It's the test in which they inject me with nuclear medicine and monitor my heart's activity. I have to do this because one of the side affects of Herceptin is that it attacks the heart. They run this teat to make sure that my heart is ok. I have 5 Herceptin treatments left. Every 21 days. I am very achy like I have the flu. I realized last week that I haven't regularly being going to acupuncture. I am hoping that getting back on regular treatment will help. I'm still exercising, though not as regularly. Guess I should get more regular. :-) feeling like I should just buck up, do what I need to do and be happy I'm alive. Which...