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My Boobs are Cold

I seem to have a chill. At first I didn't recognize anything in specific about feeling cold. The weather is changing I thought. Then I noticed my chest often felt cold. I wear turtle necks and scarves to try to keep myself warm, always have. Recently in the shower I had crossed my arms over my chest and cupped my hands under each faux-boob (thats what I call them). I was shocked at how cold they were. It took me some time to realize that the only thing between a bag of silicone and my hand was a this layer of chest muscle and some very thin stretched skin. My body seems to be unable to "heat up" the silicone. As I sit her typing I place my hand on my belly. Warm... all the fat, muscle etc radiates heat. As I cup my faux-boob, its not cold as before but definitely doesn't emit the same type of warmth as before or as my belly. What does this mean? I don't know. Nothing. I just found it interesting. Something unexpected. I am hoping that in the hot sum...

Balance Between celebration and sickness

Papa goes into the hospital Saturday March 3rd. Declan's birthday is March 6. The jewish religion says Declan cried... "why does papa have to die? Why can't it be someone who doesn't appreciate their life?"